ME KHOO GAYA (LOST)
Me
khoo gaya hn, kahe rakha hwa tha yahe kahe shayed, liken abe nae mil raha me khd ko h. Agar me
koe cheez hota tu sambhal k rkhta khud ko liken me saans leta hn esi leye
ankhon se ujhaal hogya hn q k zinda cheez ko he ye hunar ata hy. Muje lag raha hy k
me abe abe khooya hn likn abe ghoor kia tu pata k laga me tu kabe yaha tha he
nae.... Abe soch raha hn k me khud ko kaha aur tu nae choor aya hn, mery sath dhooka
hwa hay me kae or hon me tu wo nae hon muje apna app chahye ye me nae hn me tu kuch aur hn shayed osi ki talaash krty krt kho gay hon....
Jb insan ki soch lamho me sadion ka safar taay kary tu phr mehsus hota hay k wo "Ashraf ul Makhlooq" hy. Liken meri.. soch ki raftar itni sust q? me.. jis ghoory pe sawar hn ose tu sadion ki ekaeoon k nae pata....akhir q? kia me "Ashraf" nae? Soch insan ko Farsh se Arsh aur Arsh se Farsh tak phncha deti hay. Liken muje tu na Farsh ka pata hay jaha pe zaheri tur pe me hon or na he Farsh ka jaha me batani tur pe honga ... tu phr muje pata kia hay??
Dhoond ki shoruaat insan apny zehen se krta hay k meny ye cheez kaha rkhi hy, yadaasht ka daby me pare choty lamhy insan ko sb yaad dilati hay. Liken phr dhondny ky amal me dil ka kia kaam hy? Khd ki Talash ho ya Allah ki? Jhoot ki ya Sach ki" Zahir ki ya Batin ki" Demagh he q? Dil q nae? mera dil tu mje pata be nae demagh se zyda kam krta b hay k nae, mehsus b krta hy k nae, meri ankhien be andhi hay... mera dil tu shadeed andha hy he...
Kehtay hy sawal soch smjh k krny chahye likn meri tu soch he yaha nae hay q k me he yaha nae hn. Kaash me hota tu sohcny se pehly mehsus krta or ose be pehly dekhata. Batni andha hon dekh nae skhta dil murda hay mehsus nae krskta or jo khaasta haal demagh hay wo es qabil he nae hay k undekhi chezien sochien or un-bojhi pahelioon ko bojh saky... Abe lag raha hay shaed koa jism ka hisaa kam hay liken ye kia mje tu abe ander se awaz ae nae esy kesy hoskta hay Allah ne tu Quran me farmaya k "humne insan ko behtreen shakal aur surat be paida kia" tu phr ye sawalat q? phr ye apni he zaat pe shak q? apni he niyaton pe bad gumani q? Apny he sajdon pe nayakeeni q?
Me khod ko badalny ka bhoot shook hy likn pareshani k elawa, uthna nae chahta sajdoon k leye, bina zakat khairat, bina nafs pe qaboo panay kay..... esa q? kahe Allah ki rehmat pe had se zyda yakeeen tu nae hogyaa jo Allah chahta hy humse kary ko......liken kia ye thek hy? ya Allah se daron k wo Jabbar b tu hay... liken dar q nae ata .. itna yakeeen kesy hay Allah pe me oska banda hn, agr meri apni maa muje bemari me pareshani me dekhti hay tu meri sari galtian kotahian maaf krdeti hay wo tu phr b 70 maoon se zyda chahta hay.. muje es mamta pe yakeen q hay k me gunahon pe gunah krta ja raha hn kahe ya yakeen ki zanjeer aik he jhatky me tot tu nae jayge? agr esa hwa tu me kia karonga kaha jaonga....Muje dar lag rha hay k meri soch ki larion se baghawat ki koe zanjeer na ban jay aur mery khud k ander he lawaa na phoot pary. Rehnumai ka lafz kay sath insaaf krny waly naik loog b tu bhot he kam hay kahe me apni pahelian suljhany k leye ese logo k pas na chala jaon jo mje gumrahee kay samander me aik dobkii or dedy ye bol day kay yahe wo rasty jaha mje manzelon k nishanat melngy. Me tu hn b sada sa insaan, kesi be sufaid amama pehny hwe insan ko rehnuma smjh lona.. likn me gunrah nae hona chahta bilkul b nae..
Muje
aam insaon ki tarah sab kch chahye, ha sab kch, pesa, Izzat, shohrat aur wo har cheez jo
insan ko es dunya me aik maqam deti hay likn jis lmhy meri rooh ghaflat
ki nend se bedaar hoge yahe sawalat mjse jawabat mangengy q kay es dunya k bad be tu
aik dunya aur ha wahe aik dunya hay liken phr ye lalich k nasha inta zyda q hay? hum
sari zindagi dowaen mangty q hy? Hume khd se hidayat q nae mil jati?
Allah q chahyega kay hum Dozaakh ki aag me jaly, hargez nae katan nae, hidyat dena
tu sirf aur sirf Allah k hath wo chahye tu ghair musilom ko masjid k gumbad k
nechy la khara krdy or hidayat na dena chahye tu masjid ki imamat se utha k dunya k
samny zalil krdeta hay. Kia ye Hidayth ka mamla nae sara???? agr hay tu esay
saron k sath q nae? agr nae tu phr hm dua me hidayth q mangty hay.. muje phr
dar lag rha hay ye sawalat muje kahe na lay jaye likn yaha phr muje ander se
awaz aeee hay Allah pak khd farmata hay Quran me k "Ghorron fikar karo
andhon ki tarah yakeen na karo, agr tume smjh nae ati tu ja k unse pocho jo
smjty hay" yaha muje thori tasali hwe k me tu Allah ka hukam man raha han
aur apny aqeedy ko jaanch raha hn..
Raat
ka adha peher guzar chuka hay or sawalat k ambar hy liken abe me koshish krha kay apni sooh ko be-fikari k taboot me band krdn q kay mje
lg rha hy agar band na kia tu shaed subah tak likta he rhonga our meri soch
bechaine k penjry me qaid hoti chali jaenge....Likhta
eslye hon kay socha, socha elsye k mesus kia and mehsus eslye kia kay dekha, likn ye amal kamzoor hay bhoot.. zaheri amal hay sab
bateni amal nae hay, kamyabi ki meraj tab hoge jab hum sochenge, ghor o fikar krngy,
osi amal me tu Iqbal banty hay Rumi banty hay Sham tabreez aur Ishfaq ahmad
jesy loog banty hay...
Dekho
- Socho - Mehsus karo aur ghoro fikar me ghaaark hojaoon tu phr ajab nae hoga tm logo
me se Iqbal aur Rumi ka naib bany...
Kehty hay
lafz dil se nekal kr demgh k rasty se hoky jati hay liken yaha mery lafzo k rasty me demagh
k station nae aya shayed esi leye muje ye batien be yaad b na hn. Kehty
hy samander jitna khamoosh hota hy utna he gehra hota hy esi leye khamooshi ki zubaan taufaan ban jata hay jo phir sab kch tabaah krdeta hay. Humary ander me aik samander basta hay jo esy he ksi jhonky ka inteazar kr rha hay hay jo aik din sunami ban kr sb bahaa ly jeyga, jsme apna app, gharoor
takbur, bughaz keena, jhoot maker fareeb, chori, katal or sari buraien shamil hay baha k ly jaega..Ye tufan har inssan k leye zarori hota hay q k jesy barish k bad sab kuch saaf hojoata hay esy he es toufan k bad be ankhen kch dekhny lgty hay demagh sochny or dil mehsus krny
lagta ya or rooh ghoro fikar me ghark hony k leye betaab hojati hay AUR Sheayed aj yahe toufaan mery ander se guzar rahay hay..............
Regards
Danish KY
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Danish KY
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